michhelleyyyy

as the tears swell inside, a feeling of loss, the need for someone to confide these feelings of disaster, wounded by the master, of this blank catastrophe. When will we be free again? to love again... I can't hide these distraught feelings. The early May, suicide moments that fill the air of disarray and all I ever wanted was to feel your touch.

The sun settling on the hills, thoughts of you, crossing my mind; make me feel oh-so-divine. Why do I hide from you? From everyone else? Why am I so scared, so alone? So afraid of showing who I really am inside. Afraid of rejection. I love you entirely too much; yet not enough. I can't tell you exactly how I feel; fear shall keep me from expressing myself. I don't make sense. I stand crazed and confused. Begging for your love. And hoping I'll be the one you choose.

So sour; I could never understand I never could believe in myself void; fading beyond reach. waiting for someone to snatch me back; to break my fall -- I see no one. No one ever believed in me; No one could ever understand; the pain that lies in my veins my heart blackened; my lungs filled; my brain lacking figure